ON THE LIGHTS.

2010-01-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

bored these few days. haiz. going out on wed, can't wait! sorry guys can't make it today, coz i'm not allowed out too much this week. school's reopening! haha i sorta can't wait, coz i'm tired of being cooped up at home with nothing to do. watched Hachiko: A Dog's Story last night, and it was awesome. well i cried twice, and the second time was like the dam totally opened and i sorta couldn't stop. it was a really good show, and i really wonder how the crew managed to train the dog so well it could do everything so perfectly and really show all the emotions its supposed to. really cool. and the dog is so cute! like really! akita pup. akita's the breed of the dog, and yes, it originated from japan :)
hachi and richard gere (male lead)

picture from the movie. hachi!

alright that's about it. watch the show if you can, its really awesome! :D

JOVYNE xD.

2010-01-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

WTFFFFFF THIS IS DAMN COOL. i'm so in love with SHINee again!

OMFGGGGGGG MIN HO FTWW!!! minho forrevverxxxxxx!

JOVYNE xD

2010-01-20T14:24:00.002+08:00

finally found some time to update :D STEAMBOAT WAS A.W.E.S.O.M.E! ohhmygod i so totally enjoyed it lahs! it was seriously one of the best outings EVERRRR! wahahahahaha. when we were standing there deciding whether to eat there or not i was secretly hoping you all decided to. and woots! we has dinner there :)))
1. the night was spent with you guys! hehehe that's the most important. if not why's it no. 1? shunyi's "is that eatable" was EPIC. :PPP
2. ohhhh my favourite reason: EYE CANDAYYYYYYEEEE :DDDDD ohh that lionhead guy was soo, drool-worthy lahs! even though his hairstyle is >.< and can be improved, but damn he is mad handsome! his eyes aren't that big, but when he opens them big, its so. BIGGG! ahh! ohhmy i am smiling to myself just thinking about it ^^ when he gives that super cute, mega-watt smile, ohh my heart melted... AND THE BEST PART WAS: he was from CHINAAAA! i really didn;t know china was so fantabulous. god there's my <3 乔任梁 <3 秦俊杰 <3 张殿菲 <3 POTPOTPOT!! <33333 gosh got nosebleed le ;PPPPPP

okay no more reasons already HAHA. :) anyway that was one mad happy night :)

JOVYNE xD

2010-01-18T11:10:00.002+08:00

i don't know why, but just falling head over heels in love with you :)

JOVYNE.

2010-01-15T12:23:00.002+08:00

alrights. i'm super bored now. going out later, meeting my juniors for lunch (i'm treating them coz i got 7, plus i'm working -.-) then going out with my mum after that, then going out to celebrate my dad's birthday :D that means CAKE! woots! okay lol. well i went shopping for his present yesterday at vivo. went into tangs and saw this really niceeee wallet. and it costed $79. lucky there's a 15% discount and my mum helped to pay $20. then i split the rest with my darling sister. well his wallet is falling apart already, and i guess its time to get a new one! :)

JOVYNE xD

2010-01-14T12:38:00.002+08:00

and i'm back. everyone pretty much decided on their schools and course already, including me. yeahs, soon-to-be Victorian. lol i'm just hoping i won't regret not going there. TJ was my first choice, and now... haiz. anyway on a lighter note, outing! faster plan!! didn't go for a proper outing since eons ago! if i'm not wrong it would be that 2012 movie. ages ago eh? and my flu wrecked the ice skating, so now, i can't wait till 27 jan okay! shunyi and leon can wait, you all just went ice skatig together. and i have some stuff to pass you all! :)

JOVYNE xD.

2010-01-11T21:11:00.005+08:00

looks like i worried over nothing. thank god for everything. i'll be praying for everyone else. but i have to say, we're quite smart :) we did pretty well compared to previous batches :D that's good, so it should encourage everyone :) i'm confused now. where should i go? TJ? VJ? no hwa chong please. so far, so competitive -.- gosh i really can't decide. tag me please. this is a real dilemma. looks like everyone's facing one. stuck at a cross-road to the future. on a lighter note, its our last day in AH uniform, last day seeing you all in AH uniform. i will miss you guys, and the memories we shared. not the school, just the people in it. i'll miss my dear juniors especially. really, thanks to them, my last year in this school was made even more fun, sweet and worth remembering. they are true friends. those who stay back specially for an alumni to meet up and just be there. what else can i ask for, with friends like this?

JOVYNE xD

2010-01-11T10:57:00.002+08:00

lay in bed from 1020 onwards last night, thought i could get more sleep and probably wake up at 8 or 9 plus. and guess what? i only fell asleep at 11plus. and the icing on the cake was, i woke up at 650 today. just thinking that we're collecting results today couldn't get me back in bed anymore. i so wantd to go back and sleep in later, but my brain became too active too early. my head's sorta throbbing now. and i'm still sniffling. flu, flu go away, don't come another day even. argh i can't even rest and nap now. argh.

JOVYNE.

2010-01-10T19:38:00.003+08:00

this is seriously damn LOL. but damn funny. copied from chelsea's blog. primary school friend:)

40 WAYS TO MAKE THE PIZZA GUY FEEL NERVOUS
1. While you are you are making an order, randomly start pressing the numbers on the phone and tell the guy to stop doing it.
2. Make up a credit card name and ask if they accept it.
3. Ask for a Big Mac, French fries and a Large Coke.
4. Finish the order with: “Remember, this conversation never happened”.
5. Tell him you’ve got another pizza delivery on the other line and you’re buying from the one who offers the lowest price.
6. Just give him your address and say “Surprise me”. Then hang up.
7. Answer his questions with other questions.
8. Spell the ingredients.
9. Stutter every time you say something with the letter “P”
10. Ask him if they have pizza.
11. Say “Hello” and act as if he called you.
12. Make your order being very decided and secure, then when he asks you if you would like a drink with the pizza, act as if you were confused.
13. Change your accent every 5 seconds.
14. Ask for 56 pepperoni slices followed by an equation.
15. If he repeats the order to make sure, say “Ok, it’s $17.90, please proceed to the next window to pick up your order”.
16. Explain him that you want to rent a Pizza.
17. Ask if you can keep the box. When he answers yes, make a huge sigh of relief.
18. Ask him if they exploit child labor.
19. Tell him to make sure that your pizza is dead.
20. Imitate the voice of the guy taking the order.
21. Eliminate the verbs of everything you say.
22. Tell him that there’s a surprise party at yours and that you would appreciate if the delivery boy could hide behind the couch until the celebrated one comes in to surprise him/her.
23. Ask if you could see the menu.
24. Warn them that they have no idea of what they are dealing with by supplying this order.
25. Ask him which ingredient is better for a meal with a specific type of wine.
26. Burp and then tell your dog that he should be ashamed.
27. Ask only for one slice.
28. Psychoanalyze the guy taking the order.
29. Complain about the service. Call again two hours later saying that you were drunk and that you are sorry about what you said.
30. Tell the guy taking the order to tell the one in charge to tell the supervisor that he’s fired.
31. Randomly start swearing to someone who is apparently next to you.
32. Stop speaking every 10 seconds and start playing an instrument.
33. Tell a secret code to the guy taking the order and tell him to memorize it for orders you’ll make in the future.
34. Ask for mushrooms as the first ingredient, then before you hang up, say “no mushrooms please”. Then hang up before he can say anything.
35. when he repeats the order, correct him changing an ingredient, then correct him again, and again. The third time ask him if it’s his first day working there.
36. Breath loudly.
37. Ask him how many whales/dolphins had to die to make that pizza.
38. Avoid using the word “PIZZA” by any means. If the guy taking the order says it, hang up saying “Please, don’t use that word”.
39. Make the order during a car chase on TV. When there are gunshots, yell “Aaarghhh!!!”
40. If the guy taking the order doesn’t take any of the previous jokes, ask him if there’s any other who would take them.

gosh this had me and my sis in TEARS ;D

JOVYNE xD

2010-01-10T18:57:00.002+08:00

tomorow's judgement day. time just seems to fly by so fast, and our first outing to ECP feels like yesterday, when its actually eons ago. come to think of it, i cant believe that we're all 17 this year. and some of us are already 17! well, i guess tomorrow marks the real end of secondary school, the real end of our 13-16 year-old chapter of life. i hope that we can keep in contact, that means most to me. undoubtedly, we will drift apart unless we VERY conincidentally end up in the same school next time, and same class. different case altogether. whatever result we get in the end, i hope no one will be disappointed. including me :) whatever it is, i hope there will be other options for us, more roads to consider at this crossroad of life. we all will move on in life, but do look back and cherish all that we left behind for others and ourselves. i'll rememeber every single memory, be it happy, sad, angry or bad, coz its all worth remembering.

cheers,
JOVYNE.

2010-01-07T13:22:00.003+08:00

SLEEPOVER woots!
had anna bel and qj over last night :DD FUNFUN:) watched tv for a while, the watched playboy cops :) whee that show was awesome!! gosh they are like, OMGGG SO HAWTTTTT!! waaaa! happyhappy! and then we played cards for awhile, and lucky anna and me slept on the floor (mattress lah!) coz anyone who slept with qj on the big bed was bound to not get a good night's rest! heehee and we all wore pyjamas, GOSH we looked so cute:)) photos with bel, i'll get it from her SOMEDAY! and we lay in bed and talked for a while, before i fell asleep as i listened to them. and then when they got no response from me they went to bed too. i want another sleepover! :)))

JOVYNE xD.

2010-01-06T10:15:00.003+08:00

life's been pretty boring these few days. finished up POT II, damn nice :) its just a feel good show, eye candy, and not-too-bad CGI. a little only, if not how do they execute their moves? HAHA. really enjoyed it, wanna watch POT I now! funny aye. watch season II before season I. haas but its an awesome show. don't really like any particular person from it (surprising eh?), coz i like ALL! only if they're real. HAIZ. well it differed slightly from the original version, names obviously changed, since this is a china production, and the original's japanese. i expected some characters to attract more of my attention (aka more shuai) like 国光 and 桃城武. they didn't turn out to be as perfect as i thought they would be. and 大石 HAS LONGER HAIR! he has virtually no hair in the original! not a bad thing though :) and i have come to an excellent conclusion: made in china doesn't mean lousy quality, MADE IN CHINA IS GOOD! we should thank our lucky stars that our ancestors are from china. so that means my roots are the same as theirs! :DDD ohwell, they don't seem to have international love, and hence i feel like only me in the whole of SG likes them :) and this way, they're mine wahahahahaha!!!! okay lol i'll end off with a wonderful picture :)

龙马，小龙，陶陶，大石，国光，周助，真智，菊万，海堂

ENJOY!

JOVYNE xD

2010-01-02T09:50:00.002+08:00

new year already. yeah, time does fly. i want to too:) rights okay. well 2010 seems no different from 2009 so far. i guess minus the stress from o's? that's it. time for us to rethink our goals, our dreams, our hopes for the future. what are we expected of, when we're 17? what can we acheive this year? we're all now older, more mature, and supposedly better at making decisions. looking back, i see how much we've all changed. o's do change people.

2009's been. well pretty neutral. there'll be ups and downs obviously. our clique has grown, and friends, that's something i'll treasure when we all move on in life. those memories are something i'll hold on to, for me to go back and smile once in a while when life becomes too hard to handle. we won't lose contact i hope:)

it's been really quite crazy a year for me. leaving o's out (everyone's gotta face that), there's been alot of stuff worth remembering forever. yeah, that short minute (less than that i think) spent with the people i love the most (i think you know what i'm talking about now), its. well there's no word to describe it. i'm hoping and wishing with all my heart that there'll be more to come in the future. even though i'm just no one.

what else can i say? it's a new year, new start for everyone. no point looking back, i guess it's a one way road for us all. but we have to, once in a while, if not we'll repeat all those stupid mistakes we once made. cheers my friends, 2010's gonna be different. i hope.

JOVYNE.

2009-12-26T12:13:00.005+08:00

really bored these few days :/ borrowed some books from marine parade lib, yeahs can guess what books they all are HAHA. :D i feel like writing my own 爱情故事 after reading them LOL. and i've been thinking about it, should i or should i not? and i already have a story in mind. haven't cried over a good book in a while. come to think of it, i haven't read a good book till now! haiz.

JOVYNE.

//Edit
just finished a book today and guess what. i cried :/
and it felt pretty good :)

2009-12-21T17:24:00.002+08:00

i remember those times, where o's used to on everyone's minds. we mugged together, stayed back to study together, those times we spent in the library.
and even earlier, that was the very first time i told someone not family a secret. i guess i learnt to trust people more? or maybe its due to the fact that they aren't as close to me compared to my usual group of friends, so they won't tease me about anything, and really just give their true and honest advice. there might be some teasing, but definitely 100% not that much from my clique.
and then i learnt to trust the right people, and not everyone. things change, people change, i've changed throughout the year. i lost the confidence i used to have. but i've gained more closer friends, and i now know that not all is what it first seem. life isn't that bad after all.
i suddenly opened up to the world, realising that there are people who do care. some don't, but some really do. and those will be the friends that i will really miss when i leave, not those who are around me all the time, but fail to leave an impact on my life.

JOVYNE.

2009-12-19T13:51:00.004+08:00

梦想的窗 - 乔任梁
推开窗阳光照亮想你的双眼
那片蔚蓝会有多么的美

你的微笑留住我最后的温暖
我想我还要把梦想实现

我要把梦想的歌唱给蓝天
我要把温暖的歌唱进每天
如果说未来的出现很多都会变
要记住内心不要变
我要把梦想的歌唱给蓝天
我要让幸福的歌简单一点
那就让命运都留给时间来考验
我会微笑在你面前到永远

眺望城市尽头光芒的地平线

就像回到你的身边

你的陪伴唤醒我所有的勇敢
我只想为你再努力一点

我要把梦想的歌唱给蓝天

我要把温暖的歌唱进每天

如果说未来的出现很多都会变

要记住内心不要变

我要把梦想的歌唱给蓝天

我要让幸福的歌简单一点

那就让命运都留给时间来考验

我会微笑在你面前到永远

its a very meaningful song, gives me to strength to continue walking.

JOVYNE.

2009-12-19T13:38:00.002+08:00

it been one year. time flies, it really does. 365 days never seemed so short. gosh i'm old already. one year. anniversary today:) 19dec2008 seemed just like yesterday. i can still remember all the details, everything. the clothes, the songs, the atmoshpere, the lights, the words, the night itself. i so want to go back, go back to that time, that night. please?

JOVYNE.

2009-12-18T10:23:00.007+08:00

PROM.

JAVIER IS AMUSING:PPP

FAHRENHEIT MUSIC SHOWCASE.

i promised not to post our group shot from yesterday so its not here. thank me jerome!

JOVYNE xD.

2009-12-18T09:53:00.002+08:00

i'm finally posting right. pardon me i've been BUSY. prom. fahrenheit music showcase. outing yesterday. then i'm finally free and at home to actually post ;D

PROM NIGHT 15DEC09
really fun. a little sian at first, but the night grew better with some performances. even though most of the bands didn't sing that well, but applause for even wanting to perform in the first place. they don't deserve our critisism anyway. and who can not mention kai en's 脱掉? hehe the emcee was great, and kai en was damn sporting. all i can say was that he totally 100% deserved the prom king title. it was photo taking galore after prom ended and pics will be up i promise. but not all:) i'm too lazy to post all those i have. hehe. look for QJ if you want pics:P really enjoyed myself that night, my last night with AHS people. that was the last thing, or event linking me to that school, and in a way, i'm sort of glad its over. finally, i can move on.

FAHRENHEIT MUSIC SHOWCASE 16DEC09
it started off horribly. the sun was relentless and it was really HOT the whole morning. endured a morning of sun and 2 passing showers before the real storm came. it really poured this time and all of us had wet feet. it rained for 20, 30 minutes? and by then my sneakers were soaked, my jeans were soaked, my mood was soaked. but i guess fahrenheit works wonders. that's why they have so many stupid fans like us who are willing to queue the WHOLE DAY for them. really, even though we didn't have the chance to interact with them (only 32 lucky few did who could play games with them *JEALOUS*) but it was really worth my 9-7 queue:DDD the atmosphere was ELECTRIC, the people were HOTHOTHOT, the audience was really CRAZYMADNUTS, and the night was WILD. my phone battery died on me half way through 寂寞暴走 and only after that did i really know and learn how to use my mind and heart to watch and feel the performance. everything after that was commited to memory forever. and that was when i shouted jiro's name damn loud, attracted his attention and waved like mad. and he waved back at me and that totally made the whole queue even more worthwhile. just that short 5seconds with him, totally priceless.

AVATAR 17DEC09 -- SPOILERS ALERT!!! --
an excellent movie. jake sully, an ex-marine, was chosen to replace his brother in a project on Pandora, another planet where Na'vi lived. his twin borhter was killed and he was the only one who could connect with his brother's avatar to negotiate with the locals about moving. these people, largely similar to humans if not for their blue skin, tail, ears and large size, are connected to mother nature in ways you can't imagine. it was a battle between machine and heartm with the Na'vi doing anything to protect their home. mankind, being such stone cold creatures, only wanted the money (the Na'vi's lived on a metal, or material that sold for 20 million per kilo). the graphics were awesome, i have to say its equalled by only 2012. maybe better i have to say. romance, action, the feel-good ending, it is really a MUST WATCH! went with my juniors, my lovely juniors, JaX, Keith and Jerome. funny people:) and we did manage to find things to do (what can you expect from such hyper people) unlike previous outings. i was afraid all the outings would turn out like that. luckily it didn't and i'm thankful for that.

in all, it was a wild and crazy 3 days i would exchange for anythin in this world.

JOVYNE xD.
[wasn't so happy for so long.]

2009-12-12T21:02:00.001+08:00

time to show you guys my new love. enjoy:D

Name 乔任梁 Qiao Ren Liang
Profession Actor, singer and model
Birthdate 15 Oct 1987
Birthplace Shanghai, China
Height 180cm
Weight 65kg
Star sign Libra
Blood type B

going crazy over him i don't know why. guess he's hot that's why:)

JOVYNE xD

2009-12-11T11:02:00.002+08:00

MAGIC OF POLYNESIA
damn good performance by a japanese magician. i cant remember his name but gosh, he is good! as usual audience were invited up on stage and there was this particularly funny old japanese tourist that was asked on stage. i'll recount this section:
magician: do you understand english?
japanese man: no.
gosh the whole theater was laughing! and there was this part, where he was asked to check a wooden box, no defects or anything special and when the magician's assistant went in the box for the trick he went in too. coz the assistant was quite pretty. damn funny!! and he kept tapping the magician's shoulder, and the magician kept saying "don't touch me!"
i can't remember the whole of this part, but the old man was supposed to check something and he patted the magician's ass. we were all really laughing so hard.
hawaii is really awesome. damn cool, the whole place seem so relaxed, people need not work, and its just the sun, sea and sand. i'll migrate there maybe. i'm serious.
in comparison, i now see why some people like the west more. about the stars, i still don't get that part. but the life there, its so much more relaxed compared to this tiny island that has nothing to rely on but the people's brains. and that is why we all work so hard, and study till our brains burst! life in the states seem to move at a much slower pace, like everything is moving in slow motion, and you really have the time so slow down and catch your breath. i'm guessing that this is the case in new zealand too, based on this: new zealand didn't even have VCDs in their country - they moved directly from video tapes to DVDs. see, that's how slow things move in a country where sheep outnumber humans and have a land space of god knows how many times bigger than singapore but almost the same population! yeah singapore is safe, clean, mainly good influence in schools, but what really matters the most in the end? life, or the place you live in? to me, the best way to lead life, probably is to study here, then migrate overseas. US probably, or new zealand.

JOVYNE.
p.s. another reason, westerners are generally friendlier than asians, that's one thing i realised on the cruise. now i'm not used to the deafening silence in lifts here in singapore. back there, we can just talk about anything to strangers, a smile works pretty well too.

2009-12-08T03:44:00.002+08:00

i'm finally back. got home about an hour ago, landed at 1am. sleepy, maybe a little.
back to the trip:) FUN FUN FUN!!! cruise was fun, met new friends, improved my table tennis quite abit:D heehee. reached honolulu after 4 days at sea, visited some crater, and the view was worth the climb up:) cant post any pics now, i'll try later. maybe i'm too lazy to even post them LOL. then we watched some polynesian magic show, it was damn good:) but no photography allowed (duh) so. thats all for that. the next day was kua'i and we went ziplining!!! gosh that was really cool. the view was, awesome. we literally flew over the forest and waterfall!!! damn fun. intimidating initially, but after a while its alright. there were 8 lines in all and whoo i wanna do it all again:D nothing much after that, snorkeling was cancelled coz the sea was too rough. but lucky we did the ziplining:D and i guess that's about it? don't wanna go so much into details.

Love, JOVYNE.
[met some cute guys ;)]

2009-11-19T21:23:00.003+08:00

and so today's the last day.
i make it sound as if i'm dying or leaving for good LOL. alrights as my sis put it, tomorrow's disconnection day. and so i won't be contacting you all for. let see, 18 days. yupp. i'm thankful for this break and.. well. damn looking forward to it. so i'll say bai bai and see you when i get back:) anything still message me yeahs coz i can receive but won't reply. too ex and i ain't rich. hehs. so bais people i'll miss youuuu!!!!

disconnection starts: NOW.
*phone charging, totally, really, completely DISCONNECTED*

JOVYNE.
*love you all!!*

2009-11-19T09:20:00.002+08:00

i woke up at 745 am today. and i didn't sleep super early last night. is 11pm counted early? and so, i woke up and turned to face the clock. 745. and i realised today's thursday. and i jumped up and couldn't go back to bed after that. the end.

moral of the story: I'M GOING TO HAWAII TOMORROW!!!

JOVYNE.

2009-11-18T19:00:00.003+08:00

OHH MY GAWDDDD...
WHYYYYYY???!!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO MEEEEE... WHYYYYYY!!!! TELL MEEEEE!!!!
*throws mouse down and shouts at computer screen*

WHY MUST ZHI QIANG BE GAYYYYYY??????? NOOOOOOOO.....
*sobs sobs*
why must they all be gayyy....
first JIROOO<3 now CALVINNN<3

*faints in horror*

2009-11-17T18:40:00.002+08:00

went vivocity today. present shopping:D had fun, walked around, played in the pool thingy on the top floor, had fun:) gosh havent gone out shopping in a long time. ohhwell. going overseas soon. i'll be shopping i think. for shoes, anything. can't wait to get there, can't wait to come back:D

JOVYNE.

2009-11-16T18:54:00.002+08:00

exhausted today.
didn't do much, slacked in the morning, FINALLY got my ED tee, then went for a movie then shopped around Tampines. nothing much eh? but weirdly, i'm tired. honestly i have no idea why. the movie was great, really humorous, worth the $6 i paid, didn't exactly shop alot, just walked around, had "lunch" at 4pm, after the show, and that's it. oddly tired today. enlighten me someone. gosh i'm sleepy now. and its 7pm.
what's wrong with me?

JOVYNE.

2009-11-15T14:02:00.001+08:00

this is super cool. like seriously!!!!

AWESOME!!!

2009-11-15T11:35:00.002+08:00

and i'm back.
really, after O's, i sorta realised that it wasn't as highly anticipated as i imagined. after O's i thought it'll be fun, and more time, to do whatever i want. but actually, its just empty time, and nothing much to do. watch shows, surf youtube, surf the net, and spend 2 months like that? GOSH i don't wanna think about that. damn i'm bored.
its turning to be another emo post now.
byes.

JOVYNE.

2009-11-13T19:06:00.002+08:00

its over.
officially, its over. today. the day that marks our freedom. our re-entry to this society. our new-found enthusiasm for life. yet i don't see that last point i just said in me. no "new-found enthusiasm" filling me. i don't know. i feel empty. i have no idea why, i really don't. i'm not ELATED that i don't have to touch books anymore. i'm not DEPRESSED that it's my last time i'll ever be with all my friends. i don't know if i'm feeling anything anymore.
2012 IS depressing. i really am believing that the end of the world is near.
it doesn't help.

JOVYNE.

2009-11-12T13:00:00.003+08:00

finally. BIRTHDAY PICS!! camwhored before leaving for dinner:DDD FUN FUN!!

not alot. coz didn't take alot. and lazy post all. HAHA. off for lunch BYES!

JOVYNE.

2009-11-11T17:36:00.002+08:00

awsome.
only chemistry paper 1 left:DD HAPPY HAPPY!!! coz that makes me 8days away from HAWAII baby!! and i just can't wait to leave you guys! NAH JUST KIDDING... rights so souveniers anyone? tell me yeahs. if not i won't get you any;) anddd... we're finally going out on friday!! can't wait:) going out doing nothing sounds great even:D
clit was. horrible. sucked big time coz something that came out before came out again. stupid xiao shuo. and i had this weird premonition to focus more on the poems where xiao shuo would be easier, no? and i guess i was right. yet i didn't read through that poem that came out before the exam. and unseen was kind of horrid too. the xiao shuo is usually easier, yet this time, role reversed. and i think i screwed it up. well never mind. coz i just want to get clit over and done with. not really hopeful for my combined humans. IF (a really big IF) i get an A, i'll cryD; HAHA i doubt it though!!
ohwell. that's that. EXCITED LIKE CRAZYYY!!!

JOVYNE.

2009-11-09T16:38:00.002+08:00

rights.
finally finished with clit. didn't study it last night, busy helping my mum find some batteries and suitcase lock. and she was looking for them, and i found them:) i've got a knack for finding these kinda things:D hehe. well studied it this morning but i woke up late, slacked abit (you should know how boring it is >.<) went online a while, now finally done with it. haiz. and i still have chinese and physics to read through.
well life's like that, you've got your ups and downs, and its hard live life. but freedom's in 4 days, and complete escape's in 11. i really can't wait for HAWAII. coz living is tough, especially in singapore. and life is never fair. so that makes things worse. alot worse. but i'm looking up, coz maybe, just maybe, my outlook of life may just be about to change. you wouldn't want to know what it was before. its depressing.

JOVYNE.

2009-11-08T15:39:00.002+08:00

i officially announce that clit is killing me. i'm sort of wondering, should i study clit, or focus more on my paper ones for physics and chem? coz TIME IS SHORT. (not long HAHA.) i'm like, stuck in between, i don't wanna have a C, or even worse, a D on my o level cert, but i NEED to do well for my paper one...

GARH I'M QUITE PISSED NOW. help meee.... okay. i study clit till tonight. then i start on physics tomorrow. and read some chinese at night. is it enough? i hope so.

i started packing my clothes for HAWAII yesterday:DDD and i have 1 stack of clothes to bring. didn't count, but i forgot that i wanted to bring some other stuff, so need to add more. and shoes, haven't decided which to bring yet HAHA. ohhwell. i'm reeaaally looking forward to this:) leave this tiny little island that's called "stressed" and FLY FLY FLY!!! to hawaii:)) escape for 2 weeks... now that's LIFE, no?

and i totally can't wait to FLYYYY again!!! AIRPLANES!!

JOVYNE xD

2009-11-06T19:29:00.002+08:00

alright.
slacked the whole day today, couldn't concentrate, couldn't study, couldn't do anything. woke up, slept till lunch time, marathoned some recordings. and there went my day. GUILTY... dammit.
back to the dreadful O. 5 papers left, main papers done, completed, over, gone. mainly have paper ones left, should work for that eh? since my paper twos are. sorta screwed? ohh well.
history... wasn't so bad. if i can score i'll thankful. combined humans, if i get A1 i'll really cry. tears of joy lol. well, i don't know. my mind is kind of blank now, can't think about anything. i'll just let the rest of the day go to waste and really get back down to earth where books pile high tomorrow.
WOW I CAN'T WAIT.

JOVYNE.

2009-11-04T14:00:00.002+08:00

kkays.
blogger has a problem again. if i'm not wrong lol. so far... o's sucked. i don't have the confidence for chemistry, physics and ss. i doubt i can score, but its for some questions. i don't dare hope and believe i did the others right, coz i don't wanna get my hopes up too high and fall too hard. yet this feeling i may not do well really SUCKS.
now what? tell me. what can i do? mcq? MAYBE. maybe it won't be enough. it never is. and i've never really done well for mcq. its kinda. bleak. hopeless. dark. desolate.
i'm scared.
i'll tell myself its oka, just keep working hard, but self-hyposis doesn't always work. i can't believe now, now that i've lost my trust and faith.
help.

JOVYNE.

2009-10-30T11:54:00.003+08:00

ALL RIGHT. finally people can read my post. o's have started. and i freaked out over amaths p1 yesterday. i should have more faith in myself shouldn't i?

after today 3 subjects are down, 5 more to go. KEEP FIGHTING PEOPLE! LET THOSE DREAMS COME ALIVE!!!

[EDIT]
ignore all the profile stuffs yeah. this was my old blog. from LAST YEAR.

2008-11-18T17:01:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!! PLEASE RELINK ME!!!! I MOVED!!!!!
www.shineconstellations.blogspot.com

2008-11-15T12:44:00.004+08:00

wahahahahaha, i got news of FAHRENHEIT COMING TO SINGAPORE FOR A 签唱会！！！yesyesyesyes!!!! WAHAHA, SO HAPPY! and guess what? only FAHRENHEIT CONCERT TICKET HOLDERS CAN GET IT SIGNED!! yeah! and guess what, i bought tickets already!!! wahahahaha, i'm like going mad! arghh!! woohoo!! haiz! so excited. its 5pm tomorrow @ IMM. and don't booldy hell give a damn how far it is or how long the queue is coz heck care all those, I'M GOING, PERIOD. ;D

2008-11-14T16:00:00.002+08:00

haha, suddenly find myself updting like, everyday. have too much time on my hands i guess. lol. but, actually, i don't. there's like, a mountain of homework waiting for me to finish. english, HCL, EM, AM, chem, SS, history. 7/9 subjects. wow. look at that. cram that into 5 weeks? no 4, coz i'm going overseas. its possible, but why give us holidays then, if you're gonna torture us like that? lucky you, you don't have to do anything. haiz... i left my library book in class just now. and guess what, ah eng locked the classrooms already. i was like argh!!! damn it man. i went to GO to ask where he is after trying the dnt lab and not finding him there. the office girl was like " don't run, girl! you run like that i feel tired for you you know! i also can't help you..." quite funny. then after asking around and running around like a mad chicken for 10 min, i finally went back to dnt lab and whoa, finally found him. heh. i finally feel more normal and more like a 15 year old teenager. instead of feeling like crap and thinking of things i really don't want to. my mind just keeps going back to those memories, those times we spent together, those mental pictures of you i took when you weren't looking... haiz... so sian... QJ say she wanna go bugis shopping. okay, i don't mind. we can go shopping like that time we went to orchard together! yes! :D

2008-11-13T17:26:00.002+08:00

哈哈，最近真的好闷哦。。。只剩下一天就放假了！！！*叹气当中* 学校里镇的真得无聊到发慌了。。。最近心情有点不好。好像很爱叹气。可能雨下多了，天黑黑，我心情也跟着黑起来。也不知道为什么，我好像特别想你。想你的事情，想如果我们认识的话，结果会是怎样的。我们。。。有没有缘分呢？缘分这件事，真的能相信吗？缘分又不是掌握在我们手中的，跟梦想不一样。缘分是上天决定的，不是吗？如果我天天祈祷，上天会给我遇见你，认识你的缘分吗？我想应该回吧，若我真的真诚的祈祷的话。可是，想一想，好像不可能。我们之间好像只能做没缘份的陌生人。我只能远远的望着你，祝福你，爱你。如果，只是如果而已，我们真的有缘认识彼此的话（应该只能在梦里实现吧），结果会是怎样呢？你可能不知道，但我真的好渴望你那宽宽的肩膀，与你那迷人的眼神。我，可以说是在做梦吧？我宁愿活在梦里，也不要面对事实，因为在蒙中，什么事都可以发生，而是事都是残酷的。但是人，一定要脚踏实地的活，而面对如此残酷的事实，我真的真的好象放弃。放弃了，心就不会因为你而痛下去。你知道吗，这个童真的真得让我好难受，好痛苦。不如一死了之，不必再痛苦下去了。。。

2008-11-12T15:05:00.002+08:00

2days after CALVIN'S BIRTHDAY! haha, wanted to post on his birthday, but hoho, too late can't use com. had cca on that day, didn't do much productive work, played around and memorised some lines, quite fun in all =D went to block 85 to collect You're My Destiny DVD, and i suddenly had this urge to buy a cake. haha, think youcan guess what for! yup, to celebrate CALVIN'S BIRTHDAY! quite funny, i bought a small cake from one of the cake shops at 85 and i celebrated with my sister, with candle and all. haha, asked for only 1 candle coz the cake was reaaally small. hoho. quite happy, although its quite crazy. next birthday celebration will be in... 8days! if you're smart, you'll know who's birthday i'm celebrating. if you're really smart, you can guess. if you're stupid, never mind, i won't be angry, i'll just be disappointed in you :) wahahaha!!! okay, i'm being evil. i shall spare you the torture. bye.

2008-11-09T18:22:00.003+08:00

so long never post liao. also don't know what to post. also don't see the reason to post. i don't know, but its like... a habit? i don't know. i know i'm very lag, but i was watching 棒棒堂毕业典礼礼物大交换 on youtube. and it got me thinking. what will life bring you after sec4? sec4 will be the last year we spend time together. its kinda similar to 棒棒堂. they were so called "classmates" for 2 years. seriously. watching all of them cry and give each other presents really got me thinking. being together for 2 whole years, and seeing each other almost all the time, do they really miss each other? will i miss my classmates and friends? i don't know, coz is this the life i really want? this may not be so i may not want to remember any of it. its just a phase that must go through. are my friends really friends? do they really know me? i don't even know myself! but there will at least be memories to hold on to. like that time where we went bowling. and that time we went to watch Journey to the Centre of the Earth. and... and... and... i don't know. what will happen after graduation? after getting your o level cert? after leaving AHS? even i don't miss my secondary school life one bit, it doesn't mean i will like my life in JC or poly or where ever i end up in. i may end up missing it. does life mean anything? does it mean something? i don't know, coz i don't see anything worth cherishing. you see, the only thing that i'm living for is to realise my dream. and it ain't no big dream. but i will realise it. i may even realise it before i do my o levels. i can die without regrets then. no one will care if you live or die. its all a cycle of life. one day, you die of old age of cancer of whatever. what's the difference between now or in the future? there's no difference at all, coz no one will care. you just die and fade into the background. what's else is there to say?

2008-11-04T18:20:00.002+08:00

okay. countdown: less then 1 day to CL OLVL. blehs... i should feel worried right? after all, it IS OLEVELS. haiz.. but, haha i don't. i hope i can do well. practiced a bit just now, now more worried for paper1. haiz.. i know the format and everything (i think), but i'm just scared i see the questions then forget everything and can't squeeze anything out. hehe. i don't know... reading model essays will help you in language, but content is half! haiz.. feeling kinda scared now. haiz.. i really don't know... (i feel like saying haiz but i think i said too many already lol) okay fine. HAIZ... bo bian, need to let it out, if not i'll explode. school is so boring nowadays. teachers just teach and teach and teach. and we (or just i) just sit there and stone. haiz.. don't wanna go but, again, bo bian, must go. haha, i'm like, forcing myself to go. lol. so BORING... don't know why, but while typing this, i'm thinking of someone. and that someone is not going to go away anytime soon. that someone is gonna stay in my heart and brain and mind for a long, loong, looong time... i want to chase this person away, but this person just ain't moving. guess i'm stuck with that someone for, what, eternity???

2008-11-02T12:37:00.005+08:00

countdown: 3days to CL OLVL. haiz... not that worried, but still, that little bit scared that i'll have to drop to CL next year. just thinking about gives me the creeps *shudders* haha lol! different environment and all, and... haiz, don't wanna continue on this freaky topic. went to pasir ris library yesterday to study with BEL QIJING ANNA. in the end, ANNA FORGOT. can you imagine? how can she forget??!! grr... i was like, so mad at her la. so was BEL. practiced on some past year papers and my ass. book. quite fun. QIJING left then BEL and me went to century square to find some stuff. wahahaha, I LOVE COMICS CONNECTION!!! i went to the pasir ris one and found my darling LOLLIPOP BANG BANG TANG pictures!!! and the 2R laminated cards of LOLLIPOP AND XIAOYU!!! wahahaha, i was like, totally gone mad! actually went to century square to go to the COMICS CONNECTION there too. hehe, found a XIAOYU CARD KEYCHAIN!!! wahahaha, so damn happy. haiz... took pictures at the library but they're all with BEL. haiz.. haha, keep sighing alot. haiz.
i feel like giving all these up,
but when i do, i don't know
how i'll survive without this love.
but it's bringing me so much pain,
and its pulling me down this
bottomless pit of darkness.
death seems such a convenient solution...
OMGOMGOMG!!! my life's gone haywire, and XIAOYU, ITS. ALL. YOUR. FAULT!

2008-10-29T18:30:00.003+08:00

yeah!!! went to school today feeling bored and sian and sleepy and etcetc, then tadah!!!!!!!! i received this super cool super nice birthday present from.... [drumroll....] SHUNYI!!!!! wahahahaha! damn happy after that. waseh, i was like seriously VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!! the keychain is very cute yes i know THANK YOU! but the calander, haiz, really VERY SUPER ULTRA HAPPY WITH IT!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! MY LOLLIPOP!!! oh man, dunno how to describe. after that the whole day i was very happy and cheery, and yeah, crap alot on.... 小煜！！！ wahahaha... so sad, only can 远远的看着你。。。D; boo.

2008-10-26T10:11:00.007+08:00

its 2 days after my birthday. and... well, i had a great time!!! haha, went to ikea with junni and chelsea then went for lunch then went to some winter sale at macpherson and east point. and wahahaha!!! i bought my LOLLIPOP 小巨蛋 CONCERT DVD!!! so damn happy... YEAH!!! so what if i paid out of my own pocket? hmph! then went to century square for my parents to do some grocery shopping... went shopping with my sis and yes! i found a silver ring! i've been like, looking for it for damn damn long! like those punk punk kind? yeah... and guess what? MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME A YELLOW BACKPACK!!!!!!!! the brand yellow, not literally a yellow backpack... whoo!!! went to food junction to eat and guess what? we saw my sis classmate there! and not only that, we saw jing han and co eating there too! haha, some people will be soo jealous!!! >< anyway, i bought a checkered shirt and a white belt from bus stop. very very nice!!!! damn fun... really enjoyed myself... cheers to that!!!

--still don't know if i should 表白 to 杨奇煜 anot. i can't go on like this forever right???--

2008-10-22T20:40:00.003+08:00

yay! exams are like finally over. countdown: 2 days to my birthday!!!! LOL. not really expecting anything coz i kinda got what i want. LOL. well, my results are good enough. better then my mid-years but not as good as i wanted it to be. quite proud of my maths - A!!!!! (very unexpected hehe) - but language and science and humans neefd more improvement. its like all the important subjects i need to count in L1R5 are all Bs. lol. so sian these few days, only can resort to rewatching my dvds like 终极一班. finished my BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO which is like damn damn damn nice la! wahahaha, XIAOYU ROCKS! its like i dreamt of BANG BANG TANG for 3 consecutive noghts after finishing it lol. haha, in love with 杨奇煜!!!!

.::dunno whether wanna 表白 anot!!!::.

2008-10-13T13:03:00.002+08:00

so sian... feel like going home. and watch my HTMQD and HTQXZ lol.

SIAN
SIAN
SIAN
SIAN
SIAN
SIAN
SIAN!!!!!!

FAHRNEHEIT CONCERT!!!!!!!
LOLLIPOP!!!!!!!

i feel like dying...

2008-10-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE DYING... GOD, SOMEONE SAVE ME. okay i'm crapping. i'm halfway through EOYS and i feel like giving all these up. i don't have a motive, a goal that i'm aiming for. i used to but it seems so unrealistic and so... i don't know. i'm like thinking of him and missing him sooo much now. okay. i got it. i'll do this for him. i want you to know that. that... that... that... i don't know actually.

i shall go study!

pia-ing chem now. feel like i'm gonna fail everything.

2008-09-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

i'm confused. like really. i need an answer. bad. but no one's giving me one. nobody. i don't care anymore. i doubt anyone will. i don't think i can do this anymore. i want to but i don't think i can.

my heart is broken. well and truly broken. AND IT'S ALL. YOUR. FAULT.

GO. AND. DIE.

2008-09-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry. i didn't know your reaction would be so big. really. i don't know what you think so... yeah. i read my clas blog after yeah you know. not trying to make excuses or anything. just hope you understand. i've really not been paying attention in class due to this and well my class blog thingy. if you need help i'll be here. just don't know if you'll accept. can we start afresh? i don't know. i seriously don't.

can we go back to how we were like in the past? the past. heh. that's all i want now, give all these up and return to the pat... ha. i'm SO UNREALISTIC.

2008-09-17T20:47:00.002+08:00

quite some time since i last blogged. haha! very worried about EOYS but don't really know how to start studying... haiz... got quite alot of subjects to memorise - history, ss, clit, chem, hcl... haiz, so much to study. grr... 心里好紧张。。。好像那种窒息的感觉。被压迫的感觉。什么都不能做，除了读书读书读书！很辛苦，辛苦到不得了。现在好疯一些人，好希望时间能停下来让我好好去爱他们，除了爱他们之外什么都不做。不必为考试担心，死读书，可以放下心理的包袱痛痛快快的去爱，即使最后会受伤，我也无所谓，因为我彻彻底底的爱过，死无遗憾。。。

suddenly started typing in chinese haha! but its so much easier to express myself in chinese really...

2008-09-11T21:20:00.003+08:00

finally... all the tests are over. its like, a maths, english and history all squeezed into today. i thought i will die but surprisingly, i didn't! yay! maybe i'll do well for some even. haha, i hope so man... tomorow's mooncake festival, so cca's ends at 4 for the school to have dinner then the concert will start at 5. its quite dumb actually. last year they let us go home to change or sleep or whatever but this year... haiz. so disappointing. but who cares, i'm still going home to shower and dump my school bag. gonna spend the time with JIAQ! whootz! jingying and shunyi will be going with the sports people, so yeah... pangseh us lor you... haha, don't blame them coz at least JIAQ get to spend some precious time together coz we hardly ever meet up outside school or even in school. haha, so its gonna be cool. kinda looking foward to it actually. yess!

2008-09-09T18:57:00.002+08:00

hmm... time to update...

erm... i fail history??? like 8/18... gonna have retest on thurs. that makes... 3 tests on thurs. amaths. english. history. haha, can cheat for english, someone gonna give me answers tomorrow!!! exchange info with that someone. haha lol.

then there's 吴政玗!!! oh my god... my 大帅哥!!! ahh... some people don't know how to appreciate REAL BEAUTY... never mind, as long as i think he is shuai, then its okay! and i remember one teacher saying: don't marry a man too handsome, go for stability! he's in the media industry, so although his income may not be that stable, but i still believe in him!!! i think ms khoo sayed that, can't really remember. oh wellz, he is still my 白马王子!!!

2008-09-06T09:30:00.003+08:00

kkz i get it. i didn't know so thanks for telling me. and she was willing to do so. it won't be any good if i return it? i know. all in all, thanks again for telling me. i'm doing this not only for you (you don't want me to i think?) but for me really. i'll try and try and try and try. thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks a million.

from the bottom of my heart whether you believe it or not.

2008-09-06T09:00:00.002+08:00

haha, looong time never update... quite busy these few days. had cca on monday and friday. supposed to go on wed but had extra lessons. then went back to school for extra lessons for a maths and c lit. nothing much to elaborate. lols. was totally free on thurs, no extra lesson, no cca, just tuition at 630. so i gladly went out with bel and nicholas. to watch 4bia. which was a total disappointment. to nicholas, not me. i didn't want to watch 4bia, he did. so he treated me! haha, i didn't watch much, i was mainly sleeping throughout so its a waste of his money not mine! haha! i still have a mountain of homework not done. grr... the school just keeps giving us homework like there is no tomorrow and totally doesn't care if other teachers give just as much. what, you think the holidays are for us to do homework? its for us to relax you dumb*** school! can't really blame them though as the EOYs are like a month away or something. but stiil, we shouldn't be tied down with homework the whole holiday! i cant do anything, coz the school just won't listen...

2008-08-30T16:15:00.003+08:00

whopee! holidays are finally here! yes! can finally relax and CHILL. although we have to go back to school for extra lessons and all, but i think its gonna be okay. planned me shcedule already. don't know whether i can stick to it sia. haha lol. went back to RSS yesterday. quite normal, didn't see many people i know coz they were all in the concert. didn't watch the concert coz it was quite BORING. me and shunyi went to all the classrooms on the top floor and started writing HAPPY TEACHERS DAY 教师节快乐 on the whiteboard. so lame but it was fun. left at about 1115 to go to bedok central. went to library to borrow books. supposed to go with bel but she spent a long time at SAC. finish choosing my books then read for about 20min then she appeared. left halfway to get money from mummy for lunch. and as i did so, i saw this taaalll figure among to low book shelves(i was on the top floor). and surprise surprise! it was kaien. and obviously, kaien and guanxiang came as a package (no offence). i was so shocked i just stare then walked off to go get money. i told bel and she was like, okay okay i hurry up! what the hell?! we went over to talk to them. talk talk talk den gx realise he and bel were OGMs in sec1 orientation. HE FORGOT HER NAME! i was like, wth! how can you forget who she is and her name??? it was so damn funny. HAHA, SHE'S WAITING FOR ***** TO DO WHAT KAIEN DID! HAHA!

thanks so much for your company the whole day yesterday. really appreciate it. BFF!!! ***** is in 3C... can guess right???

2008-08-26T21:36:00.004+08:00

have clit test tomorrow. grr... memorised the points but i think i forgot about it already. haha lol. these few days are like, so SIAN. school is fine, no teacher did anything to piss me off badly, besides that stupid ** **** incident (go to *** ****'s blog for more info). grr. didn't blog about it coz its not worth my time and effort, although the way *** **** described was quite funny. i'll copy and paste, just axe out censored stuff.lol.

okay
here's what happened on friday

A : one person
B : another person
X : 3C

A : oh look! B is coming! hide hide~!
X : hahaha wth! *continues talking to each other*
B : *walks in* i'm about to start a test and yet everyone is not ready?!
i'm so disappointed in all of you. Look at the class, it's so messy and filthy! HOW COULD YOU LIVE IN SUCH FILTH? There's rubbish all over the place. How could you live among rubbish?! ARE YOU RUBBISH?
X : *sits quietly and kept quiet*
B : and did A ask you guys to hide huh? You think it's funny to play such games with me? You want to hide? GO HIDE, GO AHEAD. I'm angry with you guys. This is SICKENING
*takes toy and starts whacking the table.
WHACK
WHACK
WHACK.
*a part of the toy broke of and B still continues to whack the table.* you really make me very disappointed and angry with all of you! *takes the broken piece of the toy and throws furiously into the dustbin*
A test is going to start and here you guys are FOOLING AROUND! I'm sick of this.
B : did A ask you all to hide? Did he?
X : *silence...*
B : ANSWER ME. DID HE SAY THAT?
X : *speaks softly* he did. but, it was a joke.
B : so you guys think that such jokes are funny? you think what you're doing is funny?
X : no.... (mutters under breath : we didn't even hide anyways...)
B : YES? you think that you guys are great? NO, YOU'RE INHUMAN.
INHUMAN.
INHUMAN.
INHUMAN.
INHUMAN.
INHUMAN (p.s i dunno how many times B said it)
X : *starting to feel damn irritated but kept quiet anyway*
B : look at your tables, it's not even lined up properly! 5 years ago, my students will line up their tables nicely before a test before i even step into the class! LOOK AT THIS, LOOK AT HOW YOU'VE DISGRACED OUR SCHOOL. I've spent 10years in this school. HOWEVER, the servant-leaders i've seen 5years ago is GONE. GONE. i'm tired of this, now straighten ur tables, i'm going to start the test now.
X : *quickly does as B says*
B : *saw an electronic device on someone's table* I WANT THAT ELECTRONIC DEVICE OFF YOUR TABLE. NOW. NOW. NOW. Last time, they are not even allowed to bring electronic devices into the tests. BUT LOOK AT YOU PEOPLE. I WANT ALL YOUR HANDPHONES KEPT AWAY. AND TURNED OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
TURN IT OFF.
X : *stuns for a moment then turns off all phones*
B : IRRITATING. *takes the test paper and starts throwing on the front tables stack by stack* GIVE OUT YOURSELF, I'M SICK OF THIS.
X : *quietly gives out the paper*
B : you people are driving me crazy. i'm very very disappointed with you people. *slams the whiteboard with a duster*
(p.s the rest i can't really rmb)

editor's note: the repeated sentences are really repeated.

this extract is totally FICTIONAL.
everything that you think is real life is merely a
coincidence.

there it is. just deleted some words that shouldn't be here. ;)

everything is so routine, and i'm so tired of it. its so tiring to force yourself to these routine things everyday when you don't want to do it at all. i just can't stand it, really. i like my life - beware, its just the PEOPLE in my life i'm talking about, not the way my life is going. this is thanks to dr boon i think. make us study study study, do test after test after test, then stay back during holidays when everyone is off to ebjoy themselves to mug mug mug. what's wrong with this school?!?!

truthfully, everything is wrong with the school. its a damn dream gone wrong.

2008-08-25T21:36:00.003+08:00

haha, making plans already for september hols! LOL. september holidays are holidays no more... boo. CCA on 135, a maths make-up lesson 23, history gonna have project so we DEFINITELY have to meet up. have study and sports plans with my freinds already. and tuition is still on on 346. oh man... i don't mind most of it, but there's so little time left for myself and my family. well, maybe one whole day on sunday, but its gotta be split equally, and that's kinda hard, coz i want one whole day to myself. ;) oh well, i'll just have to work around the present plans... i think i can handle it. cheers!

i don't resent it actually. its sorta routine for me already. school, friends, homework, tuition, blah and blah and blah. that's my life. like it? I LOVE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT.

2008-08-23T16:37:00.002+08:00

hmms... going out to watch Scarlet at NYGH. its supposed to be good. going with sec3 EDexco. haiz, and out of 15 people, ms khoo had to pick me to be point person. obviously i said okay, but inside i was like, WHY ME??? oh well, better each Newton ealier. singapore's finished with the olympics. just 1 medal, silver in table tennis team event. lijiawei could have gotten a bronze, but its okay! she lost the 1st 2 games against guo yue but pulled back to win the next 2. i was like yay! jiayou jia you!!! then under the presuure to do even better, she lost the next 2. boo... but never mind! she did it by bringing back a silver. LIJIAWEI 我们永远爱你！！！你永远会是我们新加坡的骄傲！

2008-08-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

i got 15/20 for my a maths test! yay! doing quite well for my a maths, and i'm damn proud of it. =) in term one, i was settling with passes for both e maths and a maths. it increased to Bs in term two. now, its like A1s! it may be good pressure but too much of even anything good is not good. LOL. oh well, i'm just keep doing my best.

maybe i'm doing so well for a maths coz everytime mr. chan gives us a test, it'll be on friday, and i have a maths tuition on thursday. and my a maths tuition teacher is just so cool to go through the topic i'm tested the next day. ;)

2008-08-19T18:39:00.003+08:00

feeling so sian these few days. haiz. went up to find isabel during recess just now. talked alot about some stuff. i can really talk to her. haha, its this connection that means so much to me! gonna go to her house tomorrow to study for physics. qijing's going too, not sure about anna. haiz. remember that e maths test i topped my class for? yeah. because i did so well (considering that i've been in maths remedial since sec1), my parents rewarded me. yay! with you know what? a big printed tee ($10), a pair of shorts from ILT ($10), a pair of heels ($30), a pair of black sneakers from surfer's paradise ($20) and a pair of sandals ($20 - i think). total is like, $90!!! oh man, i really indulged ALOT. oh well, i'm happy, and i should study harder. as isabel said, "its only a maths test!"

2008-08-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

UPDATES!

erm... i got 23/25 or e maths? yay! whootz! topped my class i think. yipee!

erm... erm... looking forward to our SS presentation. its so fun discussing with you guys! yay!

erm... erm... erm... i wanna watch SKY OF LOVE!!!!! o.O. quick lend me lehs...

that's it i guess. haiz.

2008-08-15T19:28:00.002+08:00

woo! went to THE ARTS HOUSE for ED outing to watch performance. it. is. damn. fun! OMG. totally enjoyed myself. me and junni walked around the place then jax and zhao en tagged along. walk and walk and walk, then found this corner with sofas near the toilet. the sofa super comfy! we were slacking there for sooo long and talking and talking and gossiping and gossiping. sooo fun. we realised that we slacked for too long and a security gaurd was telling us to talk softer so we decided to disappear first. went to look for the other ED people but couldn't find them. waa, thought what happen then decided to go up and find them. success! LOL. conversation between me and ms farah (we were late and she was standing at the top of the stairs):

mf: its obviously a double date ah! *referring to me, junni, jax and zhao en*
me: no la, i don't date younger guys. *referring to jax*
junni: ya, me too!
mf: then him leh? *points to zhao en*
me: huh? then me and junni share him ar?

LOL!
but it wa sooo funny. had a great day today!

OLYMPIC UPDATE! - SINGAPORE BEAT S. KOREA FOR A PLACE IN THE FINALS!!! WHOOTZ!!! YAY! damn damn damn happy! i mean, its like our first olympic medal since tan howe liang (silver in weightlifting) in 1960! yay! we can get at least a silver now, but gold may be hard. still need to beat china if we want a gold! which is kinda obviously quite impossible.

2008-08-13T22:52:00.003+08:00

i am so damn free. i have SS common test tomorrow and i'm sitting here updating. WOW. haha lol. finish copying out almost the whole of chapter 4 in wonderful bright colours so that i can revise better (its supposed to help you remeber things better, colours). my hand hurts. never mind. i'm so random. lol. stood in a queue for like 10-15 minutes to wait for the photocopying auntie to finish attending to the people infront of me. had to photocopy SS WS answer key for QJ SY JY SH PY Joan and obviously myself. JY was supposed to come down with me but she conveniently pangseh-ed me to go up with QJ SY. i ened up waiting there ALL ALONE. grr... oh well, LIJIAWEI played i dunno USA or Nigeria today at 1200pm. i was so mad i couldn't catch it but mummy recorded it for me. triple yays!!! no time to watch it tonight, nidda chiong SS (aka memorise what i just copied). like i can cram everything into my tiny bird brain. boo. jiayou for SS, sec3s, for geog sec2s!

especially you, you nidda jiayou, and i'll always be here cheering you on coz i believe that you can do it...

2008-08-12T17:20:00.004+08:00

grr. damn it! i forgot to bring my SS textbook home! urgh. now only can wait till tomorrow then study. i hate chionging at the last minute. haha, seem so studies-oriented now! LOL.

updates!
->> went to TM with SY QJ JY to watch JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH!!! woohoo! the movie was damn nice sia! it was like, funny + exciting + nice + shuai ge all rolled into one! i was so totally blown away... went shopping around TM after the movie. it ended around 4:40 and we shopped till like 6:30?! wow. bought so many stuff on impulse. LOL. it was damn fun. yay!

->> borrowed SKY OF LOVE from my friend outside. then SY QJ JY was like... whoa!!! specially meet up with him to collect cd some more! i was thinking, if not how leh? mail it to me ar?! siao! QJ damn interested sia... desperate for guys i think! got qiongxi, kaien, uh em quack(that's what i'm supposed to call him), and now SY added a GUANXIANG?! i'm like ??? guanxiang? OMG.

->> damn crazy over olympics now... nothing much happened since the last update... LINDAN thrashed some HK fella. some Malaysian thrashed TAUFIK. nothign else that's interesting really. LOL. try to update on the olympics everyday! GO SINGAPORE! GO CHINA!

i hope USA lose till they go home crying Mameee...

2008-08-11T11:15:00.002+08:00

went to watch the mummy last friday. argh, it was damn nice! one part where they battled was similar to narnia. the ground would open up and soldiers will arch up into the battle ground. but oh well, it was really nice. 5 star rating from me! i wanna watch dark night but no time and can't find anyone to watch it with me... boo... haa, i'm now like so crazy over the olympics la. haiz... susilo lost to CW from malaysia... boo. tao li came in 5th for breaststroke finals. haizz. but 最让我伤心的 is CHINA LOST TO USA (basketball) 101-70!!! WAAA... crying like crazy... (kidding kidding). hehe, can't wait for table tennis to be telecast!!! whoo! GO TEAM SINGAORE!!! GO TEAM CHINA!!! - coz only china can end team USA's ranking as top medal tally. [i admit, i'm anti-USA]

2008-08-07T19:54:00.003+08:00

waa... today so free. stayed back with chelsea and our dear ED sec2s and sec1s to do proposal for Splat to be in Drama night. YOU GUYS ARE GREAT MAN!!! finally get to see the productive side of you... GOOD JOB! left half-way to go drama storeroom with chelsea to clear it up. pack some loose stuff in boxes and shifted stuff around to make it look neater. changed the main tablecloth to a curtain one. it looks so much better! we also put up a BIG banner. yay! 3 cheers for me and chelsea! woohoo! 3 cheers for EDC juniors! yay! lessons weren't too bad either. at least none of the teachers did anything that pissed me off or anything. i'm happy today.

i'm happy these few days, coz i've been thinking of the wonderful times we spent together. love, its so magical. =)

2008-08-06T16:50:00.003+08:00

anyone heard this before: if you see 11:11 on a digital clock COINCIDENTALLY, it means someone is thinking of you? its true! really true. i experienced it before but not telling it here coz its PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL. haha. ps, jingying, you gotta try harder to dig my secret out!!!

coz i keep it all so well hidden deep down under, no one will ever find it.

2008-08-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

updating!!! went to simei care centre last friday. half the class went last time, so it's the other half's turn this time. jamus and co. was like so noisy, crapped alot but it was fun! if guanxiang and co. were here as well, confirm more noisy but more fun too! oh well, i doubt i can stand the noise but i can't complain. reached there and discussed the itinary for the day. decided on zhong ji mi ma and poison ball. both was really fun. our boys had to stand in the middle... got hit by the ball and you had to do a forfeit. junni made jamus do ballet!!! that was funny and all the handphones came out to start video-ing him. weike and qiongxi did pumping, no big deal for ncc guys. kaihong and kiameng had to do some performance, i can't remember what, but kaihong had to sing. i can't remember what happened to micah... tianyang lucky, didn't get hit by the ball. lol. then we sang some songs together and the last item we presented for them was tonghua. all of us sat on stage and sang for them. guess what? out of 7 guys, 2 sang. i dunno if its surprising, but its not bad considering that more unresponsive guys were in our group. it was really very fun. 3 cheers for simei care centre CIP!!! :))))))))))))))))))))))

feeling really quite good these few days. =D

2008-07-31T22:38:00.003+08:00

so sleepy... i finally finished my chinese sihan and SS essay... oh, my hand hurts. ouch ouch. maybe i feel so sleepy so early coz i slept at 11.30 last night and woke up at 5.30 this morning... yawnz.. don't worry, i'll finish this post before retiring for the night. won't leave it dangling in mid air. did english descriptive writing today. same group as shunyi leon and homing. we had to pick sticks on who to describe. shunyi wanted to take revenge and pick guanxiang but ended up with qiongxi instead. laughed alot when deciding on words that described him. went down with shunyi during 2nd recess. we were walking down from 3rd floor to 2nd when shunyi said: everytime we go down to recess or something and qijing not with us we will see... she wanted to say gerald when he turned the corner and walked up the stairs. me and shunyi was like, look at each other and laugh... walao, it was really damn funny... school's great today. guess this is your birthday present, shunyi. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! xD

guess i can go sleep now can i? still gotta wake up at 5.30 to study for binomial test... sweet dreams, dear readers... Z.z.z.Z.z.z.Z.z.z...

2008-07-30T16:01:00.002+08:00

got back sooo many tests today. 4, including 1 i got yesterday. half was badly done, the others were aced. so contrasting...

first: physics. it was horrible man! got 13/25 at first then asked for method marks from mr ong. he gave me 1. improvement by 1 grade (50 -> 56)...

second: c lit. its not that bad. 59 point something/100. its really not bad coz i got 20 something for the previous test... even li lao shi said its okay coz i improved. yay!

third: chinese. this one was like, super well done. i am damn happy with this one. and it was the first time my comprehension got so high - 24/30! overall was 83/100. whoopee!!!

fourth: emaths. i got this yesterday. did quite well. rather pleased with this. 17/20. its good but other people did better then me... oh wellz, as long as i did well, 3 cheers for me!

overall, i'm okay with 3/4 subjects, so overall, i'm happy!

i don't know why people like to do tagbacks. its rather pointless right? just reply on the person's blog la!

2008-07-29T17:00:00.002+08:00

haa... school was okay today. ms fahdzila gave us this surprise history test just now. i was like garh!!! then there was this DISC profiling thing during SEL. there was this role play thing and charmaine acted as this unreasonable teacher. it was damn funny. GOOD JOB charmaine! did this descriptive essay practice too. mdm norliza like gave us a set of descriptions and we had to draw it out. it was damn lame but still quite fun. and our luck was super good: jingying and qijing same group, me and shunyi same group. then there was 3 or 4 people left when teacher was grouping us and when she was deciding where to put qiongxi, some of us was like shouting qijing's group! qijing's group! haha! LOL. nothing else already. byez.

2008-07-27T16:29:00.002+08:00

updating quite often now. haha, seem to be very free. have HCL test tomorrow. studied a bit already. think i'll pass. i hope. LOL. went to TM today. shopped for some accesories. bought a pair of earrings for 8 bucks. quite ex but i don't care. wanted to buy a ring but justyne said it wasn't worth it. zi lianed a lot on our way home. haha. post the pictures another time ba! YANG JIEMIN, you're STILL shorter than me!!! haha! LOL. shouldn't xing zai le huo...

2008-07-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

went makeup shooping for ED at parkway parade with chels and junni today. went took bus 12 down, and halfway through the ride i was reminded of the time 2F went Shanghai together and i was seating with junni during those long bus rides. haha, really miss those times, although the memories weren't all that perfect. but still, better than now. headed to sasa first then chemelon then watsons then guardian. went to all the places available to compare prices. turned out that chemelon has the cheapest makeup. on our way to i dunno where, i think it was watsons, i saw you know who? YANG JIE MIN!!! haha, so coincidental. P6 that time he also not so tall, wa! now shoot up so much! we were like, staring at each other as we walked past, then recognised him and wave. LOL. junni said parkway is the land without strangers. didn't believe at first but, oh well, it is true. long time no see, YANG JIE MIN! xD

2008-07-24T19:52:00.005+08:00

went to watch basketball match finals with shunyi jingying and jiehui today. match between anglican c boys and c girls. the girls were so terrible at their game. we lost to dunman sec 56-28. so embarrassed man... but oh well, the boys made up like, so much! we won dunman sec 43-107!!! at the 99 point mark, dunman fouled and we got free shot. all the AH people were screaming "100! 100!" just before he shot, the whole stadium was so damn quiet! i told shunyi: he confirm got alot of pressure sia! then really, when the ball went in, AH supporters went crazy man!!! after every point we scored after the 100 point mark, AH supporters cheered even louder. it was really thrilling. we totally thrashed them (as jingying predicted, it was a thrash match). we can feel embarassed when we lost to dunman sec c girls, but they would feel more embarassed losing to us, coz the margin we won by was so much more! we were cheering so hard when we won. urk, my throat kinda hurts, but who cares! yay! so fun today...

2008-07-21T18:33:00.004+08:00

my blog is like damn dead la. no one come and see i update for what? coz i'm bored. coz i'm still bored. and thirdly, coz i'm very bored. i'm boring you, i know. who's you anyway? no one comes! i'm crapping, i know it. updates on events in my life:

1. my internet at home is back! triple yays! woohoo! its so completely worth celebrating. its like, FINALLY! OMG, really really very very happy... thank you daddy!

2. 3C family tree! its really complicated so its no use typing it out. basic info people out there should know: mummy- xiaozhu qijing, daddy- 死鬼 qiongxi, dajie- shunyi. i'll draw the whole thing out and snap a pic of it and try to post it out. hope i can remember. teehee.

3. XIAOZHU QIJING's birthday! money collection's coming along great, with only ISABEL and CRYSTAL left. $4.50, both if you! gonnna have a blast at my place on wed. Jamus, please pon tuition and come... timo and aircon both coming, so jingying and shunyi (in respective order!), say YIPEE!

4. its kinda like so late, but i've moved home! woohoo! the house is like so damn bloody big, isabel and qijing are complaining that there are too many steps to climb! you guys need excercise!

there's like so much more but i'm lazy to type it out. but there's nothing much left really, except te personal ones that i won't let anyone know. i won't keep a personal blog to let my close frinds know, coz i don't want them to know. only one person will know, and that's me. HAHA. okay, i'm evil. :D

2008-07-05T13:35:00.002+08:00

hwyyos... loong time never update le... blog seems dead-er then ever! but just updating for the few who still visit my blog. kudos to you! lolz. so many tests this week. had HCL test on thurs, that was like so dumb. we had to read 少年文摘 issue 3-5 and they would give questions(like compre questions) based on passages from the book. grr, so many people didn't finish reading the 3 books so it was like kinda bad... i finished the 3 books but not the paper. garh... then there was history common test yesterday AFTER SCHOOL. i mean, WHAT THE HECK??? why in the bloody world would there be common test AFTER SCHOOL? the core humanities people were like complaining like hell man. but not all, coz the kinds got to skip a bit of cca, so yay for them.
so much has happened these few weeks school has reopened. too much to list down. (reminds me of 不胜枚举). good stuff, bad stuff, and my friends have been there beside me throughout it all. i really appreciate it, really. i wouldn't know what to do without you guys...

2008-06-30T22:44:00.004+08:00

can't bloody stand my life. it's like, what's the point when no one cares? even people whom you thought were friends turned out to be friends no more. not referring to anyone, specifically. i don't know what you're thinking coz obviously i'm not you. i can't control what you wanna say either, coz i have no bloody right to. even if i try my best you still won't recognise it coz you don't even bother to. what's up with trying to ignore me too huh? wanna get me out of your life? or just trying to make me the butt of all the damn rumours and shame me like no one's business? if so, just say it in my face. i won't flare up at you, i'll just say ok, fine, if you want it that way, then fine. and just turn around and walk out of your life just the way you want it. at least not all friends are like that. some are always there for you, coz they are true friends unlike some counterparts. that's all. its all up to how you interpret this. it really feels like last year, if you know what i mean. i think you don't, coz no one will.

2008-06-27T13:48:00.002+08:00

i'm back. can't really remember the last time i posted. lolz. so sian... now in school, we're having some fun, among the crap the teachers are talking. had my first PE lesson today, and it wasn't so bad.
gotta work harder this semester coz my results are like super terrible. can't bear to even look at it. gotta set some goals and acheive it and most of all, do better than last semester. think it'll be quite easy. haha!

2008-06-22T20:31:00.003+08:00

arghh...
1 more day till school reopens.
oh wellz, finished most of the homework already. yay!
me home's gonna be ready soon.
so damn excited!!!
coz no more changcheng!!!
yay!!!
no more changcheng= no more going to school with bel
urk. not excited about that...
lolz.
so bored.
byebye.

2008-06-21T19:06:00.002+08:00

went out with bel and anna yesterday...
it was damn fun!
we met at ehub to go bowling at about 2.
we were put on the waiting list, so we went to buy doughnuts and played arcade.
then when we went back, we realised we missed our turn.
f**k.
stupid right? we left ehub for whitesands then took mrt to jurong.
we were supposed to go ice-skating there but in the end oh well, parental objection.
what can i say?
we got off at bedok station and sat at the platform discussing where to go and what to do.
i wanted to go shopping, they didn't.
bel wanted to go cycling, anna and i didn't.
anna wanted to go for a movie, and we said yes.
i wanted to watch missing, bel watched it already.
anna wanted to watch kungfu panda, i watched it already.
so movie scrapped.
but we did watch a movie, at bel's house!
we rented the tattooist.
it was damn scary.
M18 show, what can you expect?
there was a sex scene, naked scene, and disturbing images.
i shan't creep you out anymore.
but the show was good.
haha. lolz.
oh well, that's the last outing for the holiday.
tata dear holidays!

2008-06-18T21:06:00.001+08:00

school's okay, so far.
lessons are still boring, as usual.
i'm still crazy over HIM as usual.
no one knows who he is.
you don't know who he is jingying, and continuing your guesses won't help either!!!
so, just wait patiently till i think it's the right time to reveal.
happy waiting!!!

2008-06-17T19:42:00.002+08:00

i'm back again...
'long' post yesterday...
lolz.
i'm feeling rather happy these few days.
maybe because ICARU YUAN won U ARE THE ONE.
yay!
havem't felt this cheerful in i dunno how long.
school's reopened already.
and the new seating arrangement didn't turn out as badly as i thought.
we weren't spread out that far apart.
yay!
i'm going crazy over 8 people, officially.
8 is alot.
here it goes...
#1 JIRO WANG #2 CALVIN CHEN #3 ARRON YAN #4 WEILIAN[LOLLIPOP] #5 XIAOYU[LOLLIPOP] #6 A-WEI[LOLLIPOP] #7 ICARU YUAN #8 HIM[not telling who]
haha, long list eh?
and if jamus wants ****'s number, you gotta bribe me!!! try bribing bel or qijing too. its gotta be a good bribe though... =P

2008-06-16T17:44:00.002+08:00

What Chua Qiuling Jovyne Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.

You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.

You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.

You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.

Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.

Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.

A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.

A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything.

No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

You've Got a Bit of a Crush

Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happen

Did you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual?

If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal.

Find out if he feels the same - because he just might!

Are You Crushing on Him (And Don't Even Know It)?

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion!

And chances are, you're currently in love.

You have a strong physical response to love...

And you are great at committing

(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

What's Your Love Style?

long one eh? haha...

2008-06-15T12:17:00.003+08:00

school's reopening tomorrow.
its stupid that the school has to end our june holidays one week earlier just to finish the syllabus by this year.
what the hell la.
life still sucks, since the start of the year.
your getting sick of it, i know.
but i gotta let it out somewhere, and its here.

2008-06-13T11:03:00.002+08:00

it is true.
i'm quite distressed, or the maybe its depressed.
all because of ANNA LOY.
partly because of her, yes, but there's another reason.
which is a secret.
you can make references to previous posts though.
its about that secret someone.
this is called 单恋.
as easy as that.
so don't keep questioning me about him, cos it'll remain a secret forever.
you'll find out sooner or later; i may reveal to certain people.

2008-06-12T10:24:00.002+08:00

long time no update.
life still sucks by the way.
i feel lost, empty and cast-away.
i still miss those good ol' days in sec 1 where you couldn't care less about school.
all i had then were friends.
and i was happy.
all i have now is just..
and all that is left of me is an empty shell for people see.
only memories remain.
and they will forever remain memories.
to never come true again.
hell, i hate my life.
remember the "cut here" on my wrist?
i wish i have enough courage to do that.
cut along the line, to release all the anguish and pain bottled up within me...

2008-06-02T14:28:00.002+08:00

i feel lost in life's mystery.
not knowing whether to move foward or remain where all the memories are.
moving foward, a new future and it may bring life a whole new meaning or a route to hell.
remaining whre the memories are will only bring pain and anguish when they will never come true again, but it may prove to be a safe haven to escape life's cruel realities.
that's the dilemma.
make a choice.

2008-06-01T11:57:00.003+08:00

i've been thinking about someone lately.
obviously, i won't reveal who.
think about the times we spent together.
all the memories we shared.
all the times when i needed a shoulder to lean on, he was there.
not physically, but when i needed a shoulder to cry on, he'd appear in my mind.
this may be the reason i say love is lind.
or that love is an undefined miracle...

2008-05-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

treesea show and share video.
enjoy ppl!

[kope frm class blog ^.^''']

2008-05-31T11:43:00.004+08:00

went to pasir ris e hub ytd 2 watch chronicles of narnia prince caspian.
it waas bloody nice.
went thr with bel, my friend and her friend.
had lunch, played arcade then went in 4 movie.
it was really really very very nice.
going pasir ris again twice nxt wk.
one 4 bowling with shunyi qijing jingying timo leon and nxt 4 class bbq.
1st time i went 2 pasir ris so many times.
haha.
lol.

holidays suck.
thr's like nothing 2 do except homework.
besides these few pasir ris trips thr's lyk nothing else man.
so damn bored.
wanna go rollerblading/cycling.
sianz.

2008-05-29T13:45:00.007+08:00

i shan't start with life sucks this time.

although it still does.

going out with bel and her friend tmr.

its a guy.

hmm, are they steading???

[all the best!] =D

watching chronicles of narnia prince caspian tmr.

hope its good.

going bowling with qijing shunyi jingying timo leon nxt tues.

yay! kinda first clique outing of the yr.

whoppee!

nothing much to do at home.

blog. print homework. go blog-surfing. do homework. have dinner. tv time [yay!]. sleep.

repeat routine the nxt day.

and of places we had to go to sungei buloh for our learning journey.

we didn't learn anything. it was a total waste of time.

the bus trip was long and tiring. the bus came l8.

what can i say?

LIFE SUCKS.
haha.

not at the start, at the end.

not really.

pixs coming up.

some people will kill me for posting this.
haha.

i doubt mr neo would visit my blog...

micah won't mind. mr chan wouldn't either. i hope.

i may have incurred kaihong's wrath...

sports guys don't blog do they???the end. officially. here it comes. LIFE SUCKS.

2008-05-14T09:52:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over.
FINALLY.
i kinda miss the exam periods.
mugging with my classmates and good friends after school in the library.
life still sucks.
even if the exams have ended.
can't stand my bloody life.
what's the point?
really.
WHAT'S THE POINT If NO ONE CARES?

life sucks.

2008-05-12T12:59:00.005+08:00

posted nt long ago & i'm back.
lolx
had physics and c lit ppr tdy
was a total disaster
i was struggling thru physics and c lit is nt even worth mentioning - i 4got everything i memorised when i walked in2 the freaking exam hall
& the best part was tt they offed the aircon
freaky tchrs, it was like a damn sauna in there!
i survived though

guess i wont survive the bloody results i'll be getting bac soon
hell with exams
although i still have 2 more tmr - e maths & HCL
freaking shit, haven't started studying for it yet
& its 1pm alr
guess i'll break the record 4 getting F9/E8/D7 = FAIL for every single subject
in the school library waiting for Isabel 2 come so we cn study tgt
HURRY UP MY DEAR GIRL!!!

2008-04-30T15:47:00.002+08:00

really really really long time never update.
no time i guess. exams are like just round the corner.
had compo paper for english and chinese today. my 2 LUCKY CHARMS worked during the first paper- english.
not during chinese paper though.
i think i screwed it up...
pass english, fail chinese.
lots of interesting stuff happened lately.
SOME people played a prank on leon and he got angry at SOMEONE and WOW! a fight almost erupted RIGHT IN 3C!!! so damn cool... the atmosphere was like soooo tense. very very cool...
and i just realised that we will be taking our mid-year paper in the hall (i knew that long time ago, the next part's the 重点) and i'm sitting with micah. stupid school making stupid arrangements. i'm willing to bet that SOMEONE will be so willing to change place with me...
don't think i'll be updating any time soon.
exams are coming next week.
exams = DIE
so attend my funeral in 2 weeks, when the exams are officially over.
i'll watch over you guys in heaven, don't worry.

2008-03-28T15:13:00.002+08:00

long time no update. sorry... to no one in particular. just feel sorry. lolx. i've got good news! i passed my a maths test - not barely (50/100 like the previous 2 times) but like 69/100! when i saw the paper i was like, yay! i passed! finally! i passed maths! i couldn't believe that i passed maths at first, but i was so angry after that. i mean, i could have gotten A1. A1!!! all because of careless mistakes. i shouldn't bore you with my endless crap on my results for a maths. oh well, did filming for Show and Share just now. so damn funny. i'll get leon to send me the video after its done. try to post it up here. hahax. mr. neo came in during e maths and started scolding people because they didn't turn up for filming yesterday. other than that, i had a great day :)

2008-03-12T10:23:00.002+08:00

school hols are here. its not that great actually. a pile of homework, lots of free time, and nothing else. everyone is too busy to meet up and go out. quite boring. what'sthe december holidays going to be like, i wonder... terrible. *shivers* oh well, i finshed most of the homework already coz i have lots of free time and no one to go out with. been smsing the whole day though. this is the very first time i am going to exceed the limit so fast. its like, only the 12 of march, and i sent 2ooplus messages already. 3oo's the limit. i think i'm gonna ask for more free smses. so random. my sis loves school. i don't know why. maybe its because she has REAL friends. maybe i hate school so much coz i don't. lolx. i don't know what to write anymore. goodbye.

2008-03-05T09:55:00.002+08:00

haven't updated in a long time... lolx. the school is gonna have this founder's day celebration later, from 1- 4pm. 3 stupid hours of prize giving. i mean, what the hell, 3 hours of prize giving??? how can anyone bear with 3 hours of bloody boredom??? the school is officially out of its mind. the school is damn stupid, don't they ever think about the student's well-being and grades? i mean, we have common test tomorrow and we are expected to study for common test even after staying back for a stupid prize giving ceromony that no one will want to attend but are forced to attend so that are grades will be pulled down??? how brainless can the school gat anyway??? LIFE SUCKS. those are the only 2 words that describe my life right now....